Aggressive Tops

Posted 2 weeks ago by billy

This sexual experience happened a fews month ago, a short time before I found the fuckbuddy I wrote in my previous blog. But before I relay what happened I just have an observation to mention. Im a Scorpio, and according to our Zodiac, Cancers are supposed to be our perfect match. So far the one Cancer I was with (the dude in this sexual encounter that happened months ago) and another that I recently briefly talked to have been a perfect sexual match (or seem to be as I haven't been with the other dude) to my submissive nature. The one in this tale is an aggressive top who had me calling him 'Sir' once I mentioned that I like being submissive. The other Cancer, as soon as I told him I'm a submissive bottom into bondage, started with the usual aggressive top language...calling me a 'bitch' and so on. I like being submissive but the verbal stuff really doesn't do it for me. I need to start correcting these aggressive tops.

So about the first Cancer, I started chatting with him and he starts to tell me what he likes in a submissive bottom after I told him all the fetishes I'm into  continue reading...

9 Comments, last comment posted 4 days ago | 608 views

Why can't I

Posted 4 weeks ago by billy

I'm usually am not a bitter person when it comes to break ups. I am not the jealous type (even though my Zodiac says Its a trait of Scorpios), nor do I like drama and I avoid it at all costs and try not to cause any to anyone or myself. Also, when I am done with someone I am done with them. Period. I move on with my life and I don't deal with such persons ever again, be it through texts, emails, phone calls, face to face, or whatever, and I would hope that such person would move on with their lives too. With that being said, I am only writing this because my last relationship I was in still seems to not to have gotten over the fact that I broke up with them, have not moved on, and they blame my fag hag for the break up, when in fact it was that person's fault for being deceitful, hypocritical, and dramatic. So since this person feels he needs to stare down my fag hag at the club (she tells me because I have not noticed it myself as I do not look at that person and I avoid that person's negative presence whenever I am alerted, much to my chargrin because I don't care to know, of their presence)  continue reading...

4 Comments, last comment posted 4 weeks ago | 581 views

My Fuckbuddy

Posted Jul. 25, 2010 @ 04:27:06 PM EST by billy

I was lucky to have one of my sexual fantasies come true a few months ago. I almost had two fantasies accomplished (getting tag teamed)! The first fantasy, having sex with a straight guy (or at least on the down low). it was rather interesting how I came to have this fuckbuddy:

I was online chatting when I got a message from a white 23 year old who is on the down low. He tells me that he and his buddy who is also on the down low are looking for a fuck buddy who is a bottom. The thought of having one of my fantasies come true (getting tag teamed by two hot tops) was too great to pass up. I won't use their real names (even if the names they told me were real at all) so I'll call this guy Dave, and his buddy James. I told Dave that I'm interested and he tells me that I would have to host as they still live with their families and are not out to them. He also mentions that only James can make it this time and if things go good then Dave will show up another time, and that sometime both of them will  continue reading...

11 Comments, last comment posted 4 weeks ago | 944 views

And life goes on

Posted Jun. 11, 2010 @ 01:47:41 PM EST by billy

It's been so long since I've written. Nothing much happened in April, after I wrote my last blog. The only thing worthwhile mentioning in April is that I got my third tattoo, a tribal scorpion. It's by far my favorite tattoo (my other is the BPW face logo on my back, and a zodiac scorpio on my left calf muscle). Then May came. And it was the month from fucking hell. Someone broke into the house and stole several items. At the time I was away in L.A. on business. The return trip was not a happy one coming back to this mess. I spent most of the month depressed as other important matters had to be attended to (dealing with the house and the mortgage). By the start of June I had moved out of my house, and now hopefully on the start to a new and happy life.

7 Comments, last comment posted Jul. 08, 2010 | 1,048 views

Chatroulette

Posted Mar. 05, 2010 @ 03:56:15 PM EST by billy

OK I finally checked it out even though I was hesitant when I first heard it on gizmodo.com. But now that the damn news media is all over this I figure I better check it out before it gets ruined. I'm having fun using it by grabbing pics of hot dudes masturbating on it. I'm going to create a section for it here somewhere and put up the pics. So if you have any pics of hot dudes jerking off on chatroulette then send them my way (check the support page for my email) to put them up here! Here's a few that I grabbed today (on a Mac I use Command+Shift+3 to take a snapshot). This IS fun.

15 Comments, last comment posted May. 18, 2010 | 3,522 views

Show me your underwear

Posted Feb. 05, 2010 @ 11:27:29 AM EST by billy

A few weeks ago I started this game with my cute phone contacts. I pick a random day of the week and message them to show me their underwear. In the process we exchange pics of what we are currently wearing. Some of them have shown me somce cute styles and it has made me go loco ordering underwear online from freshpair.com. I've always had this underwear fetish but now I'm addicted to ordering a few pairs and eagerly awaiting their arrival. Last week my first order came in (I posted one pic of me in the Emporio Armani one, after seeing one of my contacts wearing them) and now I'm eager for my next order to arrive. It's like receiving a weekly gift when the order arrives. I hope that site gets new styles in for Spring as I'm running out of items that I like on there. I already checked out the underwear stores first before finding stuff that I like on freshpair. I'll post pics of the ones I ordered from last time (Diesel, C-IN2, Macho, etc) as the weeks and my game progress.

Last nite I put on the Diesels and this morning I woke up with such a raging hard on, and it was because of the underwear  continue reading...

13 Comments, last comment posted Jul. 20, 2010 | 2,026 views

I could've cried tonight

Posted Jan. 30, 2010 @ 02:52:14 AM EST by billy

I swear for as long as I live I will never understand gay men. The mixed signals that they give off, the lukewarm or cold vibes that their body language tells. I'm at a loss, and if it wasn't for being hurt many years ago (which lead me to be able to control my feelings) I would've started crying tonight. I felt it welling up inside of me tonight as I was left confused by his actions, but I nipped the emotions in the bud and didn't let it affect me that much. At the end of the night he became warm and that confused me more when became affectionate. I don't know what to think anymore.

12 Comments, last comment posted Feb. 04, 2010 | 1,081 views

NYE

Posted Dec. 31, 2009 @ 08:20:21 PM EST by billy

2 Comments, last comment posted Jan. 02, 2010 | 956 views

Yummy jum jum

Posted Dec. 15, 2009 @ 11:18:38 AM EST by billy

I wanted to share this hottie last week before they put him up but I was a lazy twat and forgot. I found him as I was testing some code changes at work and noticed this new hottie in speedos. So of course once I see a speedo on a hot dude I have to stop what I'm doing and investigate further. Yummy indeed, hot tight bod, cute, tats, hello. Not to mention he has a big fat one (must feel good).

I'll try not to be so lazy next time when I run across a new hottie so I can share him with ye.

5 Comments, last comment posted Apr. 13, 2010 | 1,664 views

Hottie hot hot yum yum

Posted Dec. 02, 2009 @ 01:40:22 PM EST by billy

This morning I was walking into the gym and this hottie hot hot yum yum was in front of me. I've never seen him there before. He held the door open for me and as usual whenever some hot guy holds the door for me I say  in my deeply-forced voice  'THANK YOU', in a meathead kind of way . So i'm working out and all through out we are near each other on the equipment. This happened multiple times. I don't think anything of it but I'm happy to get a sneak peek of him through my peripheral vision, and he is straight (he was checking out a blonde girl), and I LOVE straight guys. One thing I won't do is directly stare. I mind my own beeswax and concentrate on my workout when I'm in the gym, even if an Adonis is next to me. When I'm done I'm walking to the water fountain to refill my water bottle and who happens to be there. Yummy yum yum. From his muscle shirt I can tell he has a nice body, big arms, a nice tat on one of them, cute cute cute. So I'm happy thinking I'll see him again if just to feed off his testosterone (inspiration/motivation to get big as him)  continue reading...

5 Comments, last comment posted Dec. 13, 2009 | 1,429 views